God,
Is any sin unforgiveable?

Could I ever do something 
            that would turn you against me, forever.

I’ve done so many stupid things in my life.

I’ve tried to get people to accept me,
            but they pretend they do,
            and then they leave me 
                    when I need them the most.

I have to find someone soon who can hear me, 
                        understand me, 
                        love me, 
                        stay a friend to me.

God,

Will you be my friend?

I’ll tell you my dreams, 
        but you’ll probably laugh.

I’ll tell you my inner thoughts, 
        but you must already know them.

I’ll tell you my whole life story, 
        but you gave me that story, and my life.

So then I’ll tell you my sin.

I guess it’s the only thing I’ve done without you.